Deyna's Diary

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• 11:46 After working here for 3 years I've finally discovered my boss' tell. #

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• 03:42 So I'm playing Apollo Justice on SD and my first case is defending Phoenix Wright on a murder charge O.O! #
• 03:44 And the weirdest part, Phoenix has a new job as a PROFESSIONAL POKER PLAYER! *squeeee!* #
• 03:46 And his backstory is totally accurate to how a poker pro came to be. And the game helps defend poker as not gambling but more a game of wits #
• 22:37 Music blaring through laptop speakers sounds Fucking awful. I miss people would realize how rude it is to play music too loudly. #
• 22:40 I appreciate music but not every song can be played loudly especially on shitty speakers. #

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• 17:35 West Virginia fans throwing coins and batteries at their own players and coaches. Never at UC.#UCBearcats #

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• 12:01 Heh. FamilyFun is following me here on Twitter. I find that hilarious since nothing about me represents family in any way. #
• 19:21 twitpic.com/11951i working the portable bar for the metropolitan opera today twitpic.com/1195a6 very boring... #
• 19:22 Intermission isn't for another 50 minutes. But I have to stand here til then... #
• 19:51 Solution for boredom: download English to navi dictionary and learn a new language... albeit a fictional one but so was Klingon #dontjudgeme #

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• 02:39 Gonna save my poker winnings for the month and try to get in a tournament at the Hollywood during their upcoming Hollywood Open in March. #
• 02:42 Usually I buy in for $40 and make $100-$200 per week. Smaller tournaments are only $325 or so. If all else fails I get more spare cash. Yay! #

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• 12:13 bit.ly/csoHiF
  Inventor creates a talking sex robot available for $7000. Creepy... #
• 13:06 Watching season 1 of Doctor Who and on the Father's Day episode they Rick roll'd me! #

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• 11:59 So last night on FullTilt.com I played at a table with a Glenn Beck follower who was attempting to recruit people. I voiced my opinion: #
• 12:00 Glenn beck is a right-wing nutjob who reports his opinions as facts and only wealthy conservatives believe him. #
• 12:02 So this jerk says I'm a communist. Who calls people communist in 2010?!? I correct him and say that I'm more or less a libertarian. #
• 12:05 And then he says I'm ungrateful. Poverty, hatred, bigotry, apathy... what's to be grateful for? Wealthy/middle class people are grateful... #
• 12:07 Only because they have never been hates for being true to their
  nature and haven't lived off of $7 for groceries. Walk in my shoes, jackass. #
• 12:09 If I was part of the majority and had plenty of money, i'd be grateful too, I'm sure.</rant> #

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I'm tired.
I'm really really tired.
I'm tired of trying to make do, when I should be thriving.
I'm tired of paying people when I should be collecting.
I'm so fucking tired of every fucking person on the planet. It's like I can hear their thoughts and all I want to do is break something.
I have so much pent up emotion that I feel like I'm going to blow. I can feel a panic attack coming, I can feel my chest tightening and my adrenaline spiking. I've been drinking but i'm not drunk, I just keep burning through it or something. I know I'm intoxicated but my adrenaline is keeping me going through it all. I just want the world to stop. Please stop. For just a few moments, let me catch my breath. Let me think. Let me exist outside of time for just a little while. Let me be free of my earthly troubles, just for a bit. Let me know what peace is. Let me know what it's like to just not worry for a few minutes. I just want to rest because I'm so tired of everything I'm doing. I want to rest so I can think; calmly, quietly, undisturbed. Why am I so upset, so angry, so frustrated? Can I not let it go? Must I dwell on earthly problems?

Please... I just want to rest. Can't you see how tired I am from living a complicated life? Just... let me rest.

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• 13:59 About to go check how short I am for the bills this month. Need $597. Doesn't look encouraging. #
• 14:00 RT @TexDolly Winner: 5th Annual BLUFF Magazine Reader’s Choice Awards - Best Poker Twitterer: Doyle Brunson #
• 14:02 Dude's 76 years old! How'd he know what Twitter was in the first place? #
• 17:40 Two days to make $200. Tips plus poker might be enough. We will know on Monday for sure. #
• 20:18 Looking for myself on WWE Smackdown. Shoulda worn bright colors... #
• 20:23 On another note: Let's stop having bbq places use pigs to
  advertise their food. Hearing a pig describe how good he tastes is disconcerting. #
• 22:21 Finally took the time to finish assassins creed. Now I must play the sequel. I'm eager to solve this cliff hanger! #
• 23:31 Only in America will you be charged $20 to file a free tax return. #ihatetaxes #

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• 17:12 As I walked into work all I heard was AC/DC in my head singing: For those about to rock! WE SALUTE YOU! #
• 17:13 Talk abouta pick me up! I felt awesome! Nothing like rock to inspire you to toil through a crappy day. #
• 19:10 Dear WPT: If I make it to the final table of the $10K can I choose my own intro? Perhaps the Jeff Hardy intro from WWE? Whadya say? #
• 19:10 Full pyros is cool but not required. #

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• 17:14 Better we die on our feet than live on our knees. -Magneto in X-Men #
• 17:19 There are more important things in life than who you sleep with. -Marcus from Associated Student Bodies #
• 17:21 Is it odd that comic quotes move me so much? My vote is yes... #

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• 11:58 I did some math and came out with good news. I forgot about a $100 rebate card from Verizon. I'll only be $30 short, not $130. Much better! #
• 12:01 No need to risk anything in the big game at Hollywood. Just need to score tips this week and maybe win @ poker Sun. I like that way better. #
• 12:06 Poker has helped me strengthens my problem solving abilities. Normally i would follow the first idea which wasn't always the best one. #
• 12:07 Now I think of all possibilities and find the best solution. #
• 18:08 Sitting in section 108 row D seat 6 in US Bank arena about to watch WWE Smackdown! #
• 18:11 Reminds me of the finished I made up: Double Shotgun Punch! #
• 21:22 Divas match = bathroom break #

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• 16:28 I have a big decision to make. I can use the money I won last night to pay rent but not electric or I can try to play and make more. #
• 16:29 I might be able to so so anyway without poker but nothing solid that way either. #
• 16:41 A new job is in order. One where I can get fulltime hours. This is bullshit. I came on as a full timer and they've cut my hours twice. #
• 19:16 Starting to snow more. Hard too, not just flurries. #

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• 23:46 Finally winning at cash poker! So tired tho... #

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• 13:23 *sigh* just 4 more hours then I can go home and find a poker game... #
• 13:26 Thursday's bust has me itching for a game. Might just go to Hollywood casino to see if the drunks are generous. #
• 14:11 Found a poker fur in Columbus. I hope we get to talk soon. He seems fascinated with the game and he likes writing. I hope he's cute too! ^^ #
• 14:13 God, that sounded seriously superficial... #

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• 04:02 twitpic.com/z6m3k I have never seen a more appropriate car parked in a handicapped spot. #
• 04:04 I suppose only car nerds will get the joke tho... #
• 15:13 New blog is up: jokersup.blogspot.com pt 2 of my Vegas trip #
• 19:42 First stiff of the night. $56.80 tab, $0 tip. Thank you white family of four for being expensive cheap bastards. #

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• 18:21 Playing in a private club in Dayton, oh. Not many players yet. Starting to feel like a bust. #
• 18:50 Lots of older players, couple of young ones. Can already spot a player who is weak. Complains about odds a lot. #
• 19:14 Seems I came on Omaha/stud night. Regged for a hold em tourny but only 4 peeps registered. #
• 19:16 I may have found the worst tournament in Dayton. Incidentally, I may have found the best cash game in Dayton. #
• 21:45 The club was a bust but I have high hopes for the future. #
• 21:48 I just got a refund and left
  . The cash games look promising but I had only brought enough for the tourne #
• 22:30 So skechers shoes is making shoes targeted at girls. These shoes are called Pretty Tall and add as much as 3 inches. #
• 22:34 What's wrong with telling little girls and teens they're beautiful the way they are? Why must we insist they are flawed when they aren't. #

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• 01:25 A conundrum I had before: When the Twitter feed is public you are followed by complete and absolute strangers who post in other languages. #
• 01:29 What do I have to offer to brazillians, Germans & Japanese people? O well. Bonjourno, guten tag and konichiwa! Hope you know what yer doin! #
• 16:35 Work. So not fascinating. #
• 17:57 Got the whole apartment to myself for almost a week. #

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